If the eyes are the window to the soul... You won't like the view

Jedi

Sun, 18 May 2008 12:02:14 GMT

Back for the moment

Sun, 18 May 2008 01:10:26 GMT

I've been away from here for quite some time. Don't really know why. Maybe I'm just a recluse. I tend to "abandon" places for long stretches at a time. Don't know how often I'll post here. Don't know how much I'll read your stuff either. Call me an ass if you want. Peace

Yesterday

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 14:50:37 GMT

Got to meet Ashley Massaro of WWE. What an absolute sweetheart. Very nice and personable.

Into All The Evil....Now Back From The Dead....He's Here!!!

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 01:10:10 GMT

I've returned to my own page to speak about my life instead of commenting once again on someone else's.

I grow to hate my job more everyday. I used to semi-enjoy my work. I don't anymore. I am seriously considering a career change, but am qualified to do nothing else. I make decent money, but it doesn't offset the trash I deal with daily. I don't know where I should look for a new start. I don't know anything but this. I've done it for thirteen years straight with only one six month unemployed stretch early in my career. By starting in something else I will have no seniority and will be fucked over somehow. I'm fucked over hard now but how hard will I be fucked over if I go to different career.

So, Do I go for it and start anew? Or do I stay where I'm at, getting bent-over daily with work I hate?

I think I'm fucked either way. Which fucking is worth the fucking I'm getting?

TrustFlow results for truedeadman

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 23:02:40 GMT

I tried out TrustFlow II for LiveJournal. The following people not on the friends list for truedeadman are close by:

skchwojko, psychicnagger, ixchup, twichie, chocolatyshatnr, birgitm, cate1980, silentrainfall, lizamanynames, scaperdeage, ltgarrix, thecrazykind, dorothygail (50 - 100)
catherinebruce, dnamadscientist, avenuepotter, ckojlf, bugchicklv, hezmanagirl, humansrsuperior, yankee_belle, little5150d, agentcalavera9, kazbaby, door1984, fahrbotdrusilla (100 - 150)
_happyme_, lvp3, jen10122, kamiikiteiru, lady_smith, morelight, xallanthia, laurashapiro, uisceboo, aruna7, __wormhole, hybridbabe, lytesabrevideos, 50mm, ctegan, halcyon_shift, chazjazz, mrahtecam, scorpy808, tinyelviss, grlnamedlucifer, christiarc, scrubschick, farsticks, cbglacier (150 - 200)

mesascaper, markhanson, moonbebe, life_on_queen, avenues_brain, revolos55, chasarumba, ch1pper, fs_watch, cretkid, rubberneck, kernezelda, thassalia, simplystars, lee_in_limbo, stlscape, scapeartist, fbf, sylvrewolfe, cleolinda, wisteria_, indiana_jane_, frank, philo1982, archon_jonus, sillyfilly, sazukaceres, lilmissgrumpy, phonah, sadie_sunshine, italyfilez, flannel_girl, darkravenette, dantes_prayer, verymandy (200 - 250)
accapella, spidervixie, 1_big_grizz, quasadu, sqrrlsrant, pipsixie, bandit69, chianagirl, orgasmah, smg55039, bbunny, til8472, rexisadog, eryntzun (250 - 300)

Created by ciphergoth; hosted by LShift.

TrustFlow II: Who is closest to your friends list?

Sick

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 06:10:00 GMT

I hate being sick. I can deal with a bad cold. This is worse. Monday I came home with a bit of a stomach ache and some body aches. Tuesday the body aches were gone but the stomache was still there. By the time I ate dinner(the only meal of the day) I was feeling better. A few hours later my stomache feels like there is a knot in it. I eat dinner Wednesday and am feeling ok--like I can go to work Thursday. Two hours later I'm shivering under blankets and ache in every joint. I try to sleep. It comes in fits. I am freezing under four blankets. Dreaming is freaky. I dream about real things that have happened to me but they aren't right. Instead of talking to someone's face, I'm talking to their ribcage on the side of their body. Everything looks like I'm about to fall over to the left like a drubk passing out. I try to grab the walls to stay up right but they keep moving. I'm semi awake for all of this. I sleep curled up in a ball. I start getting warm occasionally. The warmth starts like something scrunched up down in my core-I can feel it there. The scrunched up ball slowly unscrunches and radiates warmth through my chest and upper arms. It never reaches my head or legs. The ball won't unscrunch fully and I can't make it open all the way. I'm dizzy--the effort to go take a leak is the extent of my strength. Walking rattles my brain. Breathing through my nose hurts my sinuses which in tern cause my eyes to ache when I blink. My mouth is dry no matter what I do. I hate being sick.

Firefly quiz

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 13:55:25 GMT

You are Jayne, the bravo of the group. You may not

be too bright, but you got muscles and can

hit a man in the neck from 500 yards with a

bent scope. You send money to your mother and

as much has you may dislike it, you're a

hero.

Which Firefly character are you?
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Fri, 30 Dec 2005 02:17:58 GMT

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Stealing all of my music off of the Internet.

Get your resolution here

I'm Big D

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 00:23:23 GMT

D'argo: You are Ka D'argo, Heavy D. You shoot first
and ask questions later. Intensely loyal,
You're content with the role of side-kick while
enjoying the fringe benefits of always having
the bigger gun. Plus, there's that tongue
thing...

Who the FRELL are you? A Farscape Personality Quiz.
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Pain

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:16:53 GMT

Pain. It's real. It sucks. I live with it daily. It's amazing how just a small movement can cause a lot of pain. I reached for a rag and tweaked all the muscles in my back. My ankle hurts to walk on when it's cold or damp out. My shoulder hurts no matter what i do. I'm so fucked.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:15:36 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In August I helped bu_doodlebug hide a body (-173 points). In October I caught a purse-snatcher who stole jagwriter78's purse (30 points). In July I gave bitchgoddessdm a kidney (1000 points). In March I put money in triggur's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Sunday I bought porn for pyanfar (10 points).

Overall, I've been nice (881 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!

Sincerely,
truedeadman

I still say Bah Humbug!!

Muppet quiz

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:10:19 GMT

You are Sweetums.
A hard exterior covers up the soft sweet center of
your soul. And you love to eat humans.

SPECIAL TALENTS:
Really big dance steps.
FAVORITE MOVIE:
"Big"

QUOTE:
"Wait for me!"

LAST BOOK READ:
"Taming Your Outer Beast"

NEVER LEAVES HOME WITHOUT:
Robin the Frog

What Muppet are you?
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return to normal

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:12:19 GMT

Back to work after a week and a half off. It's like I never left, same bullshit, same stupidity. I fix cars and need to get parts from the parts department. I went in today for an oil filter,got it went to put it on the car--wrong freakin'one. Go back to the parts guy and tell him. His responce---"I didn't know they still made that model, I thought it was the new one." How about looking at ALL the info on the work order dumb-ass!!!! I got this kid working there you insists on humming and singing along to the radio----pisses me the fuck off. I'll sing along in my car but not in public and I hate when people sing along in public places(concerts are different, everyone sings there). AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!! Normal-Yeah right.

First

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 01:43:18 GMT

My first entry. Don't know what to write. I only did this because I wanted to say I had one.